I want to be a scholar

I have enjoyed learning since junior high school, so I have read all kinds of academic works, including literature, historiography, philosophy, and occasionally study mathematics through the original Geometry, so I have always aspired to be a scholar. In terms of personality, I do not like to communicate with others, but like to immerse myself in my own world and get spiritual happiness. In my opinion, real knowledge needs to be explored in oneself, and the main job of a teacher is teaching, so although teachers also deal with knowledge, I don't want to be a teacher. I plan to work in the Chinese Academy of Social Sciences in the future, where I have full access to books of various disciplines, which on the one hand helps me to conduct better academic research, on the other hand, it can make me have more fun. I believe that through my own unremitting efforts, I will one day be able to realize my dream and become a knowledgeable scholar.