感觉自己，是越活越不争气了。什么时候学会了低眉顺眼。从前，只对自己在乎、爱的人妥协到一个无底洞，从不曾想过在未来某天某地某时点也会像对待爱人般那样温良恭俭，对陌生人都是能轻言细语则不悖于此，像老去的孩子。在坐地铁去外语校的路途，比我小一岁的梁美小姐跟我说：我们的年纪老不过心。竟觉得无比苦涩。我们有几时不是人前忙碌，人后叹气。回家后还有个下班沉默症等待着。
我很想离开，有那么些的冲动。总是太轻易相信别人的话。更怕跳进一个深坑便只有继续往下掉，不能爬出来。不管规划得有多美好，如果不开心，就算是为了学习，那又能坚持多久呢，我真的不知道。
今晚回到家，甩开鞋子，给鱼儿换水喂食。然后突然很困很想睡觉。在朋友还是足够高的电视剧分贝下，刚沾床边儿的我就能睡上大半个小时。醒来洗澡洗头洗衣服，再消灭完那些成熟了的猕猴桃，此时才觉得自己的精神缓回来了点。回想这一天一天的日子，我不知道我到底为什么这么累。
心变得越来越软，但是却越来越坚强。我极度觉得那些工作压抑了能马上找人哗啦啦的哭诉的人很了不起，不是因为ta能找到随便哭泣的人，而是羡慕那种想哭就能哭的状态。也许，想哭哭不出才是最痛苦的。
I heard, that your settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn’t give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the lie.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
ButI couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face& that you’d be reminded,
That for me, it isn’t over.
Never mind, I’ll find someone like you. 。
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.
You’d know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
ButI couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded, That for me, it isn’t over.
Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.
Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret’s and mistakes they’re memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.
Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.
-----Someone like you-----
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