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My demons 我的心魔

My demons 我的心魔

作者: 缘一 | 来源:发表于2018-08-27 16:43 被阅读0次

            这次围棋段位赛,我们一共十个人。升二级的有三人,升一级有七人,九人晋级。

            我们向来不知道对手有多强大,而唯一的办法就是让自己变得更强大。前几天我们就在一直疯狂的补课,算算也应该有十天了,我一直渴望自己变得更强大一些。直到乔老师和我下指导棋,我发现:虽然我的知识已经掌握了,却不会灵活运用,稍微变化一下就不会了。这次考级,我能完成三连胜完全是靠运气。

            第一盘我和张文卓下,虽然素未谋面,但他一上来就放狠话,他说:“这次我三连胜的第一步就是要把你打杀的不剩一片活棋!”我听了以后,也给他来了个针锋相对:“哼,说这过句话的人其实都是渣渣。”他非常生气的和我绞杀在一起,结果,被我的三连星布局打败了。

            没想到第二盘我就碰到了同队队员李和泽,他一上来就说完了完了,但是,他最近的进步也不小,我的棋形都被打乱了,好在我后来奋力追赶才险胜。

            第三盘我和李子杰下,我们两个棋力相当,他赢过我很多回,我也赢过他很多回。李子杰想用别的游戏决定胜负,比如剪子包袱锤这些的,我拒绝了。开局以后,我用迷你中国流,他用了错小目,大场已经占完了以后,我们开始在中腹拼杀,我们的棋形是彻彻底底被打碎,只好一块一块活,最后也是险胜。

            下午,我本想喝着水,看着《猫和老鼠》惬意的在休息室享受。但是爸爸却让我和一个小孩下棋,虽然他才六岁,却已经升到了一段。我不想和他下棋,因为我还没享受呢,并不是因为我害怕,但是,就算是真的要下,让我喝一口水总可以吧,那小孩也不想下,好险,逃过一劫。

            我正打开了手机,爸爸竟然找来了一个保安叔叔和我下棋,反抗无效,只得从命。我用三连星布局,开局我的棋形还行,他要角我给,要边我也给。突然,老师一个打入我的形直接破碎,好歹留住了一点。

            这时,路过了几个小孩,他们总是在议论“哎呀这白棋赢定了!”“诶你看这块儿黑棋死了!”我知道,我都看见了,能不能不要再说话了,真是烦人。

            最后结果当然是这位老师赢了,但是这些种种迹象表明,我的心魔还在,不敢输,听不得别人的议论。

            所谓心魔就是敢不敢迎难而上遇到高手敢于亮剑拼杀,面子、输赢重要还是进步、强化自我重要?战胜心魔就是战胜这些外在的束缚。我一定会努力战胜心魔的!

            英文版:

            In this year's weiqi examination, there were ten people in the study camp.  There are three people ascending to level 2 and seven people ascending to level 1.

            We have never known how strong our opponents are, and the only way is to make ourselves stronger.  A few days ago, we had been making up lessons crazily. it should have been ten days. I have been longing for myself to become stronger. however, I always do not listen carefully.  Teacher Joe wants to play chess with me. I find that although my knowledge has been mastered, it will not be used.  I was lucky to win three straight victories in this test.

            Zhang Wenzhuo and I played in the first set. although we had never met before, he was cruel as soon as he came up. he said, " the first step in my three winning streak this time round is to keep you from playing a live chess game!  " after listening to this, I also gave him a duel:" hum, the person who said this sentence is actually slag.  " he finished this game of chess with great anger, and as a result, he was defeated by my triple star layout.

            Li Heze and I played the second set, which made no one think of it. as soon as he came up, he finished speaking. however, his recent progress was not small, and my chess was disrupted. fortunately, I fought hard to catch up before I narrowly won.

            In the third set, Li Zijie and I played the same game. he won me many times and I won him many times.  Li Zijie wanted to use other games to decide the outcome, such as scissors, baggage, hammers and so on. I refused.  After I started to play, I used mini - China flow. he used the wrong small eyes. after the big game had been finished, we started to fight in the middle abdomen. my chess shape was completely broken, so I had to live together, and in the end it was a narrow victory.

            In the afternoon, I wanted to drink water and watch cats and mice enjoy themselves in the lounge.  But my father asked me to play chess with a child. although he was only six years old, he had already risen to a certain stage.  I don't want to play chess with him, because I haven't enjoyed it yet. it's not because I'm afraid. however, even if it's really necessary, let me have a sip of water. the child doesn't want to do it either. he narrowly escaped.

            I was turning on my cell phone when my father found an uncle security guard to play chess with me. the resistance was invalid and he had to do his job.  I used the three-star layout, and started my chess game well. he wanted me to give it, and he wanted me to give it at the same time.  All of a sudden, the teacher broke into my shape directly and somehow kept a little bit.

            At this moment, I passed by a few children and they were always talking about " oh, this white chess is certain to win!  "" er, you see this piece of black chess is dead!  " I know, I have seen it all. can you stop talking? it's really annoying.

          The final result was, of course, that the teacher won, but these signs showed that my demons were still there.

            The so-called demons are those who dare not face up to difficulties and encounter masters who dare to fight with their swords. is it important to face, win or lose, progress, and strengthen themselves?  Defeating demons is to defeat these external restraints.  I will definitely try my best to defeat the demons!

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