和你分开的第39天—Yet still I keep think

这是我们分开后的第39天

我还是很想你

我还是没有走出来

沉溺沉溺沉溺依旧在沉溺

晚上十点本来准备学日语的

学了几分钟

但莫名其妙就哭了眼泪莫名其妙就流下来了

都过去一个多月了

你怎么还没有坚强起来啊

感觉自己就像谭死水没有波澜

静止静止我的世界好像失明了

看不见光看不见一切

只想沉溺在寂静里

把自己整个身体溺入水中

没有挣扎

下沉下沉下沉下沉

默默看鱼游走水草飘荡

分开后是失眠越来越严重了 一闭上眼就开始回忆 过去的甜蜜就像电影一样

每一帧都是那么美好

最后希望教母的力量，希望可以有好运

“This is what I know. My brother is dead. My mother is dead. My father is dead. My husband is dead. My cat is dead. And my dog who was dead in 1957 is still dead. Yet still I keep thinking that something wonderful is about to happen. Maybe tomorrow. A tomorrow following a whole succession of tomorrows.” ——(Year of the monkey)#  Patti smith

maybe tomorrow.i still love you my baby I hope I can got your message.i hope you can come back .i hope you still love me .goodnight my baby.