饶恕了别人，也试着放过自己

从今天起，我不再对自己要求更多，一如对别人的要求。即使犯错，也不会再产生任何恐惧或者带有一点遗憾。木已成舟，我们做过的一切就是我们所做的一切。尽管我做了现在看来可能是错误的决定，但是我真心地做了最适合自己那一刻的选择。无论发生什么事，那都是唯一会发生的事。

我不追求完美，不再向自己和身边的人要求太多，正如我们都有几根软肋，手臂上几个痣点，人生也少不了不足。从此，我不再对自己内疚也不再对别人责备，那唯一带给我的只有痛苦。

我做回自己，而不是活在别人的眼里。我认可所有人评说的权力，就像我会保留自己最后决定的余地。我会有自己的坚信，让自己继续。

我不会再自欺欺人，愚弄自己。朝升夕落，归根结底，内心深处，我一直有知道最想成为的自己。就像别人爱上了蹦极加入了勇敢者的游戏，而我甚至不敢坐“跳楼机”，可这并不能就把我归入“胆小鬼”、“懦夫”的营地，因为想做的是，脱离地球的引力。

我不会再拿自己和任何人比较。从此，做我所做，愿我所愿，爱我所爱，做我自己。所有的对，我会为之狂喜；所有的错，我就当是哒哒马蹄。成功了，就继续努力；失败了，就东山再起。这就是名为人生的游戏，时对时错，都在自己。

我总是做着不伤害任何人的事，一旦犯错，我会请求原谅，这一刻起，也加上原谅自己。金无赤足，人无完人。犯错是人类的天性，毕竟去经历是人生的本能。我不会苛求自己，十全十美，做那个最受喜欢赞美的存在，而是将我的优点与缺点都暴露无遗。

我保持冷静，不再因为犯错压抑、折磨自己。于是，我不再总是苛责，而是偶尔放纵一会自己。我知道很难，但是我愿意试着，既然饶恕了别人，也试着放过自己。

I no longer want to be perfect

From now on, I'm going to demand less of myself and less of others. I want to make mistakes, without fear and regret. What's done is done and, although in the past I made certain wrong decisions, I did it because I genuinely thought they were the best choices to make at the time.

I want to be imperfect, not to demand so much from myself or from others, and to recognize that we're all flawed. I don't want to feel guilty and hold grudges toward others, as I know this only causes me pain. 

I want to own my decisions and not always be dependent on the approval of others. Of course, I'll listen to them and their advice as long as it's made in good faith, but I'll make sure I always have the last word. 

I don't want to keep kidding myself. Because, at the end of the day, deep down, I know what's really good for me. For example, if someone tells me that bungee jumping is the best experience ever and that I should try it and stop being a coward, that doesn't mean I'm going to do it. I'll only do it if I want to.

I don't intend to compare myself with anyone. 

Therefore, I'll make the decisions that I think are right and if I'm wrong, I'll wipe the slate clean

and start again. Because that's the game of life. Sometimes we're right and sometimes we're wrong.

I'll always try to do things without harming anyone, but if I'm wrong, if I hurt someone's feelings, I'll ask for forgiveness and I'll also forgive myself. 

We're all imperfect. We all make mistakes because it's human to make mistakes. For this reason, I'll lower the bar. I don't want to put more pressure on myself. I don't want to continue being the perfect child that everyone loved and praised. Now, whoever wants me can accept me with both my virtues and my many flaws.

I'm going to remain calm with myself and stop weighing myself down and tormenting myself with the mistakes I've made.

Finally, I've no longer any interest in being perfect. I want to learn to be a little indulgent with myself. I know it'll be hard because I've always demanded too much of myself but I'm willing and eager, eager to try, and that's why today, I'm happy.

城市的夜，印出夜晚的霞