devotion again

i once devoted all of my energy and time in art,i have a very cheerful and completely free  several years.but the poor social contect(intercourse)ability and no thinking so that i went through painful college time for 2 years，at once，due to my self-based to myself artistic ability caused my tragedy.i have immerging into my artist again because of  the romantic blunder.i also became indepent and undertone