这是我的生活

Day 34 喜欢自己的选择，享受自己的状态，骄傲自己为渴望而付出的努力，接受自己未能达成的缺憾。

这是我的生活

今天看了乔布斯2005年斯坦福大学毕业典礼上的演讲，最喜欢这两段话：

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything- all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

最近其实很焦虑，尤其是今天早晨坐在会议室看文献时，各种念头和压力忽然涌来几乎让我无法呼吸。我很害怕未来的6个月我还是做不出能发文章的东西来，那样半年后我回国需要在一年内重新完成一个课题并投出文章才有毕业的可能性——这几乎是不可能完成的任务，我不止一次的在想我是不是该现在就回国，至少我还能少些花费并且多半年在国内做课题的时间。

那么，如果我的生命只剩下明年1年的时间，我会如何选择呢？我想我的答案是无比肯定的，我会选择好好在这里度过未来6个月的时光，尽我最大的努力去付出、去尝试，珍惜这里生活的每一个点滴。

呐，所以这就是我的答案啦：)

以猫叔的话作为结尾：

你一定要付出不亚于任何人的努力，

但千万别着急。

努力交给自己，

结果交给时间。