离我很近40+女人纷纷生孩子！活着死的感觉是做梦还是清醒？- g

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离我很近40+女人纷纷生孩子！活着死的感觉是做梦还是清醒？- g
2018-05-23
清醒催眠
很近，很远
活着死了
困惑（外一首）
是清醒的活着，还是活着为了清醒
天堂离我很近很近
是死还是活着
惑

2020-01-08

离我很近40+女人纷纷生孩子！活着死的感觉是做梦还是清醒？- gap 16

housemate说怀孕可能要去医院检查，等结果，没去上课，去了医院！还真是厉害，40岁，流产刚2.5月，相当恩爱！

排队我是第一个，中国女孩知道chuck，richard大师都来中国，无需世界各地去找，就是看时间了，我不确定自己中国时间；练习完全不出汗！

下课和moha聊天，关于他很难承诺一件事，希望被community接受，和穆斯林巴黎长大都有关系。把他当作朋友，给他一些建议，简单人生，和过去一刀两断，为前女友好！

Lashimia安排给来自美国Alaska couple讲课sanskirt，我很愿意，自己学的很差，不知为啥老师安排我，因为第一排吧！

和印度男孩提到去上哲学课，他认为400rp太贵，我反正可以rickshaw回程吃dal，时间OK就回到家，kulfi陪伴去上课，美丽！

了解到苏菲主义，又称苏菲派，为伊斯兰教的密契主义，为追求精神层面提升的伊斯兰教团，其诠释的方式有别于一般穆斯林，他们在生活方面相当严格。遵行苏菲主义者被称为“苏菲行者”，他们认为透由冥想及导师接触到安拉，他们把敬畏之心化为对安拉无私的爱。西方学界称苏菲主义为“大众的伊斯兰”，源于盛行在穆斯林普罗大众、及至伊斯兰世界。

终于知道左侧是Adi Shankara商羯罗认为最高的梵是世界的本源，世间万物都是依靠梵而产生的，而梵并不依赖其他事物。他认为梵是一种绝对的、永恒的意识。它不具有任何差别与属性，它既超越主观和客观，也超越时空和因果。他认为这个世界是梵制造出来的，而解脱就是亲证梵与我的同一，即“梵我如一”。商羯罗的一些观点和做法是学习佛教的（如摩耶论和建僧团修院），给了mimi益生菌，她胃疼还做intermedia led，crazy。

sadhguru: commercial, enlightened in mysore, something is right for sure, what did I say，ama only hugging not much to say

明星RMadhavan非常好的speech，6点之后吃饭就是变傻，咀嚼水

attachment to knowledge is painful; pleasure is painful

can we die in the day, no thoughts at all?

In heaven no childhood since a lot of pain from past

awareness, consciousness and intelligence is same, but intellect is not

a psychologist cured a man who thought he was a cat, by showing him the cat in front of mirror; cured but do not want to go out, doctor came and guy said, I know I am not cat, u know I am not, but dog on the street does not know!

I am dreamer, false! I am awaken, false! I am.................

people could die out of seeing rope (snake), or robber(tree)

2.10分结束，我急匆匆去了zen， Maxi在等医院结果，erdal不看我的email文件让我有些不耐烦，反复解释他现看，浪费时间。提出几点意见：

in depth look common elements of interview and diverse things or individual things.

Key word to compare and contrast then see how to fit into my framework of well-being.

Text minding tool to do the work. CAQDA minder to get mapping, context and graph

company info should include history employee well-bing and dimension related to my framework.

if company is not high on well-being then look into employee turnover or time frame wise its performance, if sustainable

interview text can only be appendix

total thesis should be 150 pages, 2/3 be main body then rest appendix etc.

Done one hour and I am enough. trying to download a few software but study the software already makes me bored.

a group of women came so I left. bought a mini buddha in green house, happy, 200rp