My work is relatively easy these days as i expected, so i planed to take this opportunity to catch up on the missing study.
这些天的工作相对轻松，我也得以忙里偷闲。便计划着空闲时间就用来补上之前欠下的学习债。
As the old saying goes, "plans can not keep up with changes.", and intensive self-discipline is not suitable for me. It's not enough to know what i want to be, to know what i am is equally important.
可古话说的好，“计划赶不上变化”，我还是高估了自己的自控力，也证明强行自律根本不适合我，更没法让我幸福。
仅知道自己想要什么对于过好这一生是远远不够的，知道自己是什么也同样重要。
For example, i spent more than three hours watching TV series and a film, the time that i prepared to study the technical knowledge for improving job skill.
就拿今天来说，我花了超过3小时追剧看电影，而这珍稀的三小时是我原本打算用来提升工作技能去学习技术知识的。
After that when the first idea about blaming myself jumped out, i realized, but i talked to myself, everything has two sides, So this one is same, the vedio shows attract me help me live a boring time, the programe can do so well on account of hardworking from many person.
看完之后，我清醒地认识到，责怪自己为什么没有控制住欲望的念头首当其冲地冒出来了。我和自己说，这事就一定坏吗？这世间所有的事都有两面性，那么这件事也应该有。
那些吸引我的剧和电影帮助我渡过了无聊的时光，他们做得那样好，我才坚持看下去，而这短短的三小时，是多少工作人员在背后辛苦的努力付出。
I want to thank them for so good work that i can enjoy wonderful time to see that there are nice personality and happy moment.it's really cure me.
换做以前，我可能要怪他们弹出来诱惑我，又或者怪自己定力不足。但今天，我想感谢，感谢他们在剧中呈现，这么美和坚韧的人性以及感动瞬间，让我感到人间值得。
是诱惑也是信息时代的礼物，任何时候我感觉不好的时候，都能消费美好自我疗愈。
To 《今生也是第一次》和《人生大事》
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