Day 78 DD 64 (202-204)  2018-01-

Day 78 DD 64 (202-204)  2018-01-12 Day 78 DD 64 (202-204)  2018-01-12

昨天偷懒了，13号补的。

周五放票的时候，没刷到回家的火车票，朋友圈的朋友说灰回去，然后我疯狂看了机票，发现自己不舍得飞回去。主要原因是钱不多啦，那个钱省下的那个时间和精力又没有那么有价值。

Then I assume myself to be a failure, god, I cannot afford a plane ticket home! I feel small, and I kind of clasped. I then thought about what I am gonna do to change this situation. I searched for new sales jobs on line nearby where I live, hate to move. I thought about my plan to take the entrance exam to become a Master of phycologist in Beijing or Shanghai.

Well, after some time searching, I became upset. What would I expect? A well paid relaxed job immediately? A clear direction and method to a master of phycologist? I now seriously find that I was kinding myself!

You want something, and you want it now! Oh, you are just messing with yourself, girl! There is no such thing in this world! Especially, this something is meaningful and complexed which definitely needs your enormous efforts, right?