knowing he may, while actually it should be he is, having sex with some others is really a torture to me still. Although this is the second time, and he did send me msges as we said before, and I also want him to have fun, just like i will also have sex with my bf, I still can't find my inner peace! I can't fall asleep, i dont want really do anything. I am just afraid he likes her a lot, and will really dating her, then we will become apart. He keeps telling me that he doesn't like her, the only thing he wants is having sex with her, but how can I believe this, when he always replys her msges, and she keeps sending him msges, and they r colleagues! She keeps asking him out, asking him to go to her place, asking him to invite her to his place. It feels like i am seeing him moving far away from me happiliy without knowing it, because he told me his love for me wont change, but he is leaving, and I can't turn around first, for my love to him is too strong. I'd rather seeing him leaving than not seeing him immediately, at least i can see his face now. It maybe a relief for me if he begin to date someone, because I really can't love my bf now, my heart is fully occupied by him, however, I don't know if in the end I can go back to him...I can't guarantee anything, that is also why i want him to have someone. Ideally, that is, when i first think about it, I am thinking i will ask him only When i am sure of my returning to him, now I already ask too much. If his movement can spare some place to my bf, i will also feel good perhaps, and finally we moved to the safe friend zone, and put each other in our heart without missing too much, and live our own lives.
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