I hate festivals. I have a strong aversion on festivals. coz that reminds me I'm alone and I don't feel like reading books, watching movies or doing anything else on that day. I can't concentrate. Everything I do reminds me I'm a single, miserable person who can't relate to people, who has no empathy and who is nobody's choice when it comes to festivals.
I'm sorry I think in this way. But God, I don't know. Don't want more from me. I'm down in this moment. I'll be fine I know. But just lemme be sad, be self-blaming. Don't want more from me. I always think I wasn't doing good after I said something or did something. But I just wanted to show kindness. I didn't think a lot.
Okay, it's getting worse. I have to stop. Everything is fine. And I'm good. Everything will be fine. Marsha is a lovely girl. >-<
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