#5

Today is Christmas Eve. Everyone seems to have something with it, unless he lives in a vacuum,or prefers himself out of fashion. Well, the truth is that the headset of Santa is green or red doesn’t matter. What matters is that people  don’t need to feel  guilty about leaving their chaos at hand. They can socialize others or isolate themselves at their will. For Christmas, I have mixed feelings . I remember the days when my darling and I fited  together a Christmas tree with twinkling lanterns. It was like yesterday. I also remember that this ceremony was drawn an abrupt end in 2008, which  was a damaging and snowing winter. I didn’t like winter. But I have a mysterious affection for snow. Anyway, there was  no Christmas party since then in my broken memory. Something must have been happened. I just totally couldn’t get it, like my memory was formatted to original data. It is so normal that I always take it lightly. Because I know,for an avoidant personality, forgetting is the common way for self promotion.