what was the matter with me

  Recently,i found myself getting more and more abnormal.

  I feel trapped,i'm afraid to do anything.I was afraid of being laughed at.I am afraid to recall.Because i feel like all the people in the past hate me,of course i hate myself at that time .I don't know what it is.

  I have low self-esteem now.I don't know how to get along with my friends.Sometimes i feel lonely,even feel i have no true friends.I don't deserve.I seldom express my true thoughts to people,likes say that you don't like fish when dine together,also likes say that i don't like you do this.In the final analysis,i'm to hypocritical.

  Very few people can make me completely myself,they can give me real happiness.Beform them,i can remove the mask.Forget to laugh at.No longer feel inferior.For me,this is true friends and true company.

  I hope i can change this psychology.

  DO MYSELF.

what was the matter with me