我知道你在等待

见过世间繁华，却不曾激起内心真正的波澜。唯有多看了你一眼，却再也忘不记你容颜。

酒肆琴台，你总是那般牵肠挂肚，时不时和我聊上几句，我也是那般不解风情，似懂非懂。总想迈出那一步，却总是害怕给不了你想要的生活。曾经也梦想带你仗剑走天涯，看一看世界的繁华，却在现实中磨掉了尖牙。我的幼稚和木讷让你一次次失望，我也曾奋勇而起，马上就可以翻身，却又跌入谷底。

因为畏惧，害怕辜负，所以寻寻觅觅，命运百转千回，却又回到起点。一个希望能够跨马回来，一个却再也回不来。纵使绝情凉，也不愿热后更悲凉。

当我闻信时，便知你心中之事，蓦然回首，你还在窗口遥望。心中心情无数，却又无动于衷。庭中盛花更悲凉，自难忘，花底梦回春漠漠。

I wanted to take you with me to the end of the world  with a sword, but I accidentally entered the bottom of the valley. Some people say that life, no matter how difficult, can not surrender to it. But at that moment, I surrendered, or even gave up, I do not have the courage to look back, I am afraid to live up to your expectations, but the fate of a thousand times back to the starting point, perhaps life has given me a chance, this moment, I would like to fight. Just so you could meet a better me.

我知道你在等待