My life story

初中以前，对父母的话都是言听计从，初中开始就变得十分叛逆。我厌恶一切对我提出的要求或是建议，不论是谁，只想反其道而为之，也确实如此做了。中学六年，上课就是睡觉，回家也只知道玩手机。如今，看着同学们都踏入更广大的世界，了解了现实的残酷，未来的不确定，我才恍然发觉自己错过了多少宝贵的时间，多少宝贵的机会，多少珍贵的情感。如今的我，心中怀着满满的对父母的内疚、惭愧。我只希望我能抓住大学这四年光阴，做些有意义的事，弥补弥补遗憾与过错。

I used to be a well-behaved girl. However, as time went by, I was very rebellious when I was studying in high school. In my opinion, the reason why I changed is that my parents had had too much control over me. Therefore, I regarded it as my parents' fault.

Then, everyone around me has been admitted in a good college, but me. Suddenly, I awared of how many previous opportunities I have missed, and how hard I will feel when I want to catch up with them.

Now, with full of guilty about bad behaviors to my parents, I am going to seize the day, make more afferts on studies and do more meaningful things in the four-year university life.