【诗】I Wish I Could Go back to Tha

（英文原稿+本人自行翻译）

I wish I could go back to that day

When the heavens were not so gray,

Walking through the lovely small paths

With a friend to whom I've a lot to say.

I wish the moment years ago to be found

When my mind was clear, safe and sound.

Then I hadn't acquired how to worry,

I was still a boy playing on the ground.

I wish I could go back to a past night,

When I hadn't realised my word's might.

If I could say something to me then,

I'd tell him, "Never hesitate, start to write!"

I know nothing will act again once more,

Only leaving me a sense bitter and sore.

Those things are lost, but I've just known,

What I once had is just what I dream for.

Aug 24th 2024

YaOng

我希望自己能够回到那一天

——当时的天空没有那么灰暗，

漫步穿梭于可爱的小径之中，

和一位友人交谈甚欢。

我希望找回那多年前的一刻，

——我的思绪还很清晰、安定和平和，

我还没有学会如何去担忧，

只知道如何趴在地上玩乐。

我希望返回过去的某个晚上，

——那时我没有意识到我文字的力量。

我要对那时的自己说些什么，

我会告诉他，“提起笔来，不要彷徨！”

我深知一切都不会再次发生，

留下的只有苦涩和酸痛。

那些都已经消散，而我刚刚明白

——我曾拥有过的，如今只是幻梦。