The love letter to the uncoming

I  know it sounds crazy , surprising and  amazing , maybe it will surprise , frighten  and even scare you , but actually it's what i am feeling and telling: i like you.

So many of my friends asked why i didn't  find for myself a girlfriend, with so many  beautiful and pretty girls in the campus .  However, I told them i didn't know. I'm a  man of feeling leading. I'm always wishing  the right feeling would hit me at the right  time in the right place. Day by day , i keep  waiting and waiting on with a little hope in my heart , for there is a belief living in my  heart : love is not to seek but wait .

The more day i wait , howe'er the more  depressed i feel . It seemed love would not come by and touch me as it was once  expected.

Then there you came .Finally there you  came .Yeah , you were there . You hit me .  The feeling suddenly came to me that i  would like to love , love you ,and be with you till the time ends. I am full of confidence in other things , whereas when it comes to  love , i am  so weak and  self-contemptuous . I am losing my head on  how to deal with this kind of thing . Oh, you make me go insane , how should i do now ?

So many person said that i was complex ,  yet they were wrong , at least with love ,  they were wrong , i was so simple and easy and easily-contented when faced with love . I regard  you as the most beloved one I ever met ,  and to tell you the truth ,  i am wanna you to be my wife . I think that we share interests somehow and it will lead to a harmony  relationship between you and me . That  point is so important for i do not want my  old times to be boring and vapidity.

I am optimistic most of the day , yet i will be suddenly depressed at late night and it's  the time that  it comes the thread of ideas  in writing. Sometimes , I call myself a  literature teenager.

Well , so much i have written , yet it's the  truth , it's what i am feeling now . You may  feel it so ridiculous and foolish . Yeah ,  actully i am sily and laughable . Perhaps ,  you have got a boyfriend who loves you  sweetly and you are sweet . It's possible we will never be friend again if i send you this  letter.

You see , however , you should know , my  love is so pure and holiness . At the  moment I'd truly like to be with you forever .

I wish I could give you the tough hug when  the winter come and you feel cold.

I wish I could see the first gleam of light of  the day in the mountain together with you .

I wish I could write 999 letters to you , and make 999 this kind of bird for you .

The love letter to the uncoming lover.（written in 2008）

I sincerely wish I could be your boyfriend  that be there with you , when it come hard  and cold , with you share the joys and  sadness , with you day and nights, with you minutes and seconds.