Sleepless night

  Watched Elon musk documentary in 02:00 am, early in the morning  on YouTube,  cold fusion channel. For some unknown reason, I failed to sleep even right now. Mind clear and no intention to sleep. Back to Musk,  he is a  such an insane man. Quote some of his philosophies for reference :

1. Deeply love what you are doing now.

2. Focus and work hard. Means 100 hours per week? Sound against human limit .

3.  Find your own pace and follow it , stick to it.

So sometimes when you got tired, esp mentally frustrated, go back to see some excellent people's life experience, what we can draw from them ? What is the limit that we can achieve ? 

A meaningful and profound change of mindset or just stimulation fact may last for some time.  Or that may lead you to an honest soul searching?

Life is short, what is your philosophy ? Borrowed or self nurtured included .  First thing is you must first be constantly and periodically ask yourself the simple question : why you are here?  What is your world view ?  Your answer, most of the time, just dictates the life unfolding in front of you. 

And one thing is for sure: if you are regularly frustrated, both mentally abd physically, loss of sense of life , the big picture of life itself, probably the main cause.

Now not in a hurry to search for a new job and both parents are well, just start the journey of career change. Brace the brace  new world. I have already, forceded or proactively, broken my life mode for several times, just add one more on the list.

Sleepless night