This is a worry story that happened on me, at least I feel so .The last time I said my dad illed and he had to live in wheelchair. Before this mid-autumn festival, he called me , we dated the next day meeting at his nursing home. Maybe I am too selfish , in my deep heart , I have got some worries , I often thought how can I face the things later about him . I really didn't like to meet with my step mother and my little sister and All of the people associated with my dad. Of cause , I don't like my step mother ,But I wouldn't to touch with the others maybe because of my social phobia , It seems that I deny to touch with others , especially the familary persons . I would rather stay lonely by myselfe . does this because of there were too much hurts which happened on me ? I don't know .But I can't help It . There are always lot of worries and anxious pop out to my mind . This is my best shortcoming . am I An patient ? Yes, I think So , Ive got some an psychological matters at least. Last time , while my uncle visited my dad , XIao He, who is my sister's husband , also went to the nursing home . He must pointed to the relationships of my dad . he required my uncle's couple to pay the charge for my father's nurseing home. It was said that he was So unpolite attitude to my unclue couple. in fact he showed his rough temper . and the female servent of my father's family staied with them All the time while they're meeting, in order to their meeting very inconvenient. and there many other things happened on those days by my step mother. she worried about her money I know. such as she had changed the name of their departments etc. she was watching out me, I am sure. OK , change the theme , I really don't want to care the property. I also haven't interesting to argue with them. But I found I haven't got very strong emotional on my dad , maybe I hered too much his DNA ? I say So as my dad hasn't lots emotion on his kids. I just talk the fact , I haven't any means to blame anyone. There are many secrets in humen character. however they're never talk out . But There are other possibility , that is we haven't had much time to live together since my mam died. especially there were too much harsh problems happening on my live , on my bussiness during this period. Maybe I probablely still post somethings about this , as I haven't finish my word .
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