写给儿子的信022

Dear Adrian,

    Today is your due date, you are still THERE. We have been waiting for you to come for the whole Spring festival. Now it is time for CCES to return to work and have a good start for the new year, but mom won’t be available to direct it, so stressful about it, even waking up from nightmares.

Right now mom is crying hard for all the difficulties I have been through, don’t know whose fault or responsibility, but be clear the only person who I can manage or improve is MYSELF…endless improvement.

Meanwhile, I have to admit that I am wondering what my dear baby will bring to my life, more good luck and happiness or more challenges and difficulties? I wish you could answer it now even I know how silly this is…

I expected you come to me tomorrow on my Chinese birthday as my best birthday gift, now I don’t think that way, because you didn’t give me any hint yet. and I decided to respect your decision of the timing. I am just be ready for all the pains to meet you finally.

                      Feb 22nd,2010 23:46 Santai APT