Daily diary — 22nd May

    I am getting really really really tired of writing my boring diary everyday .

    The Wi-Fi connection worked very well and I won my CSGO game for 4 times . My PC is not a exclusive computer so I can’t improve my grade in the game , I really want to buy a new notebook computer or assemble a new one . I am so poor that I can’t afford the expense .

    20 abdominal wheels , 60 push-ups and 60 deep squats had been finished in the afternoon , I sweated a lot but gained more . I am a flabby fatso and I can’t let it be . I crave retrieving my strong body and my eight pieces of abdominal muscles though my hair is receding . If I can become a strong man like Qiyu in One-Punch Man , I am willing to sacrifice all my hairs .

    I try to listen to some English video without captions , it’s still difficult for me to understand the complete meaning . There is no an English environment around me and I still use Chinese to deal with my daily works . Without the help of an English environment , my English will become Chinglish gradually . It seems funny .

    English language is like songs , said by a youtuber and also a Bilibili uploader , whom I follow and learn English from . She is a Russian and speaks fluent English , she also learns German and Italian . I suspect that she is a language talent and wonder how can she master so many kinds of language . I have racked my brains to learn only an English language and little have been gained .

    I have watched nearly all famous science fiction movies in different video APPs . Black Widow will not release until July . I can’t wait to see the movie , to appreciate the wonderful plot dramatists have designed . Our life is so monotonous that we can only find the excitement in movies and computer games . That otaku’s pursuit .

    Leonardo da Vinci drew eggs for thousands times a day when he was young and grew into a world-famous painter . I can’t write 500 words a day when I stay in my small bedroom everyday and don’t go out to contact with new people or experience fresh things . There’s no inspiration , no motives in my mind , so I have nothing to ventilate. It’s really a kind of torment .

    That’s all , if anyone has some movies worthy to be recommended , please write down the name in the comments .