A love letter to my future husba

某某在泰国海滩拍的

            Me before you

May 9th, 2017
My darling Jerry,

It's  better that things seemed clearer when they were written down. Well, here with a very boring letter in which I will try and put everything down so that you may read and re-read it later. Deep breath.

To begin with I love you with a depth and passion that I have felt for no one else in this life and if it astonishes you it astonishes me as well. Not because you are not worth loving. Far from it. It’s just that, first of all,  I have never met a man who made me feel so happy and encouraged like you . Secondly, I have never had such a feeling that being female is great(cause I always want to be a boy ) before and it is almost frightening. Thirdly, I would never have thought it possible that another human being could occupy my waking (and sleeping) thoughts to the exclusion of almost everything else.

Fourthly, I never thought that — even if one was in love — one could get so completelybesotted with another person, so that a minute away from them felt like a thousand years.

Fifthly, I never hoped, aspired, dreamed that I could find a boy that I have ever wanted  in my college.  yet when I met you, everything has changed.

Now,let me tell you something about what happened to me after I met you.  You bring me too much that words can't express my thanks for you.Maybe I have said many to you  about what I experienced especially in joystime after I met you  ,but I still want to put it in writing in case you forget it later.

Firstly, please don't doubt that you are very much the only one that makes me want to get up in the morning.You, have become the most motivation that I want to work hard and strive for our future.Which really astonishes me that a person could  influence me so much even over my parents who always were the only movitation that made me work hard before.All right, I am an adult now and I need to live for myself instead of my parents who won't company with me all the time. Therefore, it can be the reason that you are the one that will be with me in the future, so you become one of my goal in my life plans and influence me so much.

Secondly, it's you that let me know it's a wonderful thing to be a girl . Me after you, I want to be a better person who can match you equally.I want to learn English well , own a heathy body, become slimmer , read more books and find a high-salary job .Now I am still on the way.  Every time I saw you are working so hard, which pushed me forward and  I told myself I cannot stop .I feel so excited and fortunate that I have met a person who makes me want to be a better person in the world.

Thirdly, You have made my world a better place. You made everything I do is full of significance everyday from morning to night.  Cause I know there is one person  who will be accompany with me and need me in my future .  The most thing that proves you are alive is that you know there is someone who need you. So Jerry, you enrich my life and make my life more significant and happy.

Absoultely, I want to travel all over the world, to watch the sunrise and sunset along the sea and on the mountain, to eat all of the delicious food, to see all of the excellent movies like Taitanic and to bask in the sunshine. All this I do without you.This will be my loss. All this I want to do with you. This will be my gain. All this I would gladly have forgone for the sake of one minute of your company, for your laugh, your voice, your eyes and above all for your sweet, ever surprising mind which is an enchanting quarry in which it is my privilege to delve.