Talk To Myself

To be honest,as an engineering graduate,writing an English article makes me really awkward for I have very poor vacabulary.But indeed, English is a very fascinating language to me,I pretty much like its pronunciation.

When I decided to put down TALK TO MYSELF, I didn’t mean to use beautiful words to improve my writing quality,I didn’t mean to impress you. This is just the very beginning of my English writing,I’d love to tell someting that exists in my heart ,I merely want to share my feeling right at this moment.

Sometimes I still doubt it where is the way to go, since I quitted,I don’t want to get back to any banking position, to those stressful and nervous days. I’m so sick of the tests every year which made me tense and upset,I did bad for part of them.Maybe I should go for a financial campany or do some accounting job based on my working experience.

Once upon a time Catherine told me she never thought being a bank teller is that good,for she doesn’t want to deal with such money pressure all day long. Yes it is true.

I know God will make my way,I know everything is under His control,so I don’t wear a worried look like others when they are out of work,even though I’m not so outstanding.

Thoes days were gone,no matter how many times we think about them,we can’t get a time machine to get there. What I can do is make the most use of today and tomorrow, and make the rest of my life more valuable.

Take no time to regret. I’d push myself a little bit more, go to bed earlier and get up earlier,so that I can read more as well as exercise more.

Chinese New Year is very near the corner,I’m going to get back to my hometown and spend the coming days with my famlily. Seems like it’s not like the festival we celebrated when we were quite young, I don’t expect to get red pockets or taste yummy snacks. A lot of questions about marriage and work will be thrown to me, I will tell people everything is going well,then leave them all alone.

I like to be with myself, I like to read in my own room. I will return home along with a book and a notebook. Good books do good to us. Reading encourages and improves me a lot, it helps establish my character and thinking pattern,the benefits of reading are countless as the sand on the beach.To my surprise, I’ve been fond of Chinese ancient poems and history since last year, they enhanced my understanding towards life and lifted my spirit.

Theology is also my favorite subject, this year I aim to have a deeper sight into it, the to read list includes Holy Bible and some theology books.

I wish I can read more English books, I wish I can improve my speaking,my listening and writing,I wish I can be someone better who walks down the street and holds her head high.

What pot matches with what cover. LOL