2020-12-24

How can I remember one apart from his name?

Attributes?

Aptitudes?

Appearance?

Intelligence?

Articulation?

Aura?

Scent?

Complexion?...

There're so many ways to remember someone as well as to know him that I can't possibly find the most accurate to identify this person with the feelings and images I hold for him.

Therefore, it's almost pointless other than having a little fun with oneself to try to define one through or within just one small box or two. It's like the debate of hens and eggs or physics and metaphysics.

You just can't tell which one holds more truth by arguing or debating. The most effective way to grasp its ontology or urelement is to observe by heart, extremely patient to sense and to be panoramically meticulous, because every little thing speaks to the big picture.

All of this exists on the fact that you are alive and still wonder within and without.

And for me, I still do.

The thought of looking craving and wanting for you alone can drives me  thousands of thousands miles as far without stopping. And I don't even know if you're physically present on the trajectory to which I'm towarding or just an extraordinary idea that I invent in my mind. Either way, I'm hopeful and excited for the meet of the two.

2020-12-24