Hi, Dad,
Do you know you are so selfish?
During your 20th, you married my mom and then, gave birth to my elder sister and me. But when I was seven years old, you two went away and looking for jobs in Beijing.
Time flies! Now, I'm 27 year old and look, how much you earned in those 20 years? Nothing!
You are still struggling to live in Beijing. We always asked why don't you get back to our hometown and plant cottons or some grains? Obviously, you are lazy. And in the deep of your heart, you looked down your old friends who haven't left our village. You believe you are different with them, this is because you thought you've seen the elephant and they haven't. But there is a reality, you have no money but they does. At least, they are hardworking, they are independant, they can earn by themselves though that's little.
Finding a good job is really tough in recent two years especially when COVID-19 accurred the world. You always complained that those banks always changes their policies and from last year, you always mentioned they changed policies. Why don't you be realistic? Don't be so innocent, ok?
Find a job, even if working as a cleaner, or a guard, or a farmer, or take a part-time job, there are so many works you can do, why do you always stick to an unforesee job? Just because you trust you can be the first person to try tomato? Come on! Though there are many riches in Beijing and there are many opportunities in Beijing, but don't always waste your time on an violent industry.
When you don't have money, you alwasy ask me and my elder sister to transfer some to you, but we earn little especially in Beijing, we have to pay the costly rent, daily expenses and some cosmetics fees. How do we get extra money to pay for your daily expenses?
You said you'll rebuild our house in our village in 2020, but it has been two years and there is nothing changed.
You said we are not young and we need to find someone and get married. However, the fact is we don't deserve it. I don't have money and my family is a big burden for me. You and mom don't have a stable job and no stocked money, if I marry someone, who will care you two? I don't want to be a burden of others. I want to make a boyfriend, but in such a family, I'm not confident enough to find one due to my family.
You are the second man in our family and if you stick to do as usual, I have to say I don't have money and whatever you say to me, all I can say is no money. You need to grow up not just in your ages but also in your mental.
You need time to think about your life.
That's what I want to say.
Sincere,
Your daughter
2022.6.21
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