Do something without a reason

Once man has already done something,he always asks why he did that unless there was a plan for it. But a plan also means a reason. Plan to swim ,to exercise to get a slim beautiful body. Once upon a time, I had such hectic schedules so I had a busy life. The pleasure of completing something planned perfectly was so great that I just got addicted. But one day, I woke up in the morning, I felt a sense of loneliness I had never met before. I asked myself why but no voice in my head.

This was almost half year ago. Now , I have some not-sure explanation: doing something with a reason can get some pleasure but not lasting for long. There are a couple of times we must do something in particular period or in specific place. You can’t lie your head on the desk in the work time, you can’t just watch TV instead of cooking for family before the dinner time. But I don’t think we can get fun in that, the meaning of life doesn’t exist there either.

Life is so short. Few people have the courage to face the coming death. There are always nice smiles on young faces, scare expressions on old faces. People laid much stress on entertainment like that they don’t fear the future but enjoy now. Gastronomy was looked down upon by me in the past. But now that’s better off in my mind.

There are plenty of things once we start to do we can’t help loving them. For this moment, writing is one of the things for me. Sometimes I begin to think that may be my destiny. Life is tough but also funny. I remember when I went to Qinghai lake on just passing National day I saw the great yellow plain. Suddenly I hear the calling from the button of my heart like an angel spoke in my ears: all i want to do is to die here, seeing the golden sunshine and dancing with the gentle breeze.

That was the nicest experience I never had. Maybe that was the gift from the heaven. For that moment, I was so grateful to come to this world. What I couldn’t wait to do was laying on the grass and smelt the nature fragrance. There was nothing better than that. And I thought i fell in love forever.

不期，却偶遇，歌中的自己。

推荐歌曲7/100：《一个歌手的情书》-------周三