These days I am confusing and cannot settle down my life, I cannot decide if I should go outside to work or not. I know work is very important for everyone, no one should depend on other people.Frankly speaking I would like to work outside but the fact is we have lots of problem after doing that, nobody can pick up children on time, eventhough I can find a job which can allow me to pick up children before the shcool time, that means the job is not good enough, cannot have any demands on salary. then what does the meaning of this job?
or how about the summer and winter holidays? keep children studying at school, no happy free childrenhood. that is not what I hope. and the cost is not cheap as well especially for two kids.
so after analysing with my husband, the best way is do our own business then we have right to decide when or where we can leave no need to ask for leave from boss.
My husband has been doing his business these years even though the business is not good. He said the business will be better than before and he will be busier as well and cannot give enough support to me on children issues, he hopes I can put more enegry on family. It seems I have no choice and I'd better to trust him.
But I don't want to give up on myself, I decide to take his suggestion to learn about CAD so I can be involved in his business and get better know about his industries, do some basic work to assist his business. Now I have the direction and feel more confident about the future.
Whatever decision I made, the key is that I should never give up on prompting myself no matter which role I play, studying forever is always the most important thing in life.
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