Sorry

13 Reasons Why

Everybody hurts somebody somehow.

And of course I did, something really bad to the boy, who likes me a lot (I can tell anyway). I can’t figure out why, even now. But to be honest, it did make me feel guilty for how mean it is, how naive we are, how stupid it could be. It’s like, a classic me, escaping from all the things I do not like, and also the truth. I owe you an apology, my friend, for what I have done. I should have told you. I enjoyed being a friend with you, and maybe I was happy when I learned you like me. But guess what, I freak out. I was such a loser when facing a relationship stuff. I do not know how to respond, your feelings, as well as mine. So I just stayed away from you, or the feelings. It is like the stupid only-kid-would-do things. You want to keep his attention, and also,  you want him to know you do not care, or even hate him. I am so sorry. So sorry. Hope I could tell you in person, in someday.