Not feel good

I don't feel good in these days because of menstrual period. My head and body hurt a little with unknown reason just after coming back home from outside. And i always am puzzled by difficulty in work.

The pressure and unhealthy status makes me lose interest on anything including my boy companion, reading, cooking, learning, exercise. Through this experience, i began to doubt my value in the world, fall into depression mire.

What's worse is that i know communication can't do any favor on it.

if i have talked with my husband, he maybe try to teach me how to think and point my mistakes. Then i will feel worse, it will let me realize i am troublesome.

If i have talked with my mom, actually she has already felt on it, then i told her the truth about i feel terrible when i found my boy's parents having better potential and economic strength. The result is that i feel worse when i saw the worries on mom's faces.

So the words are right. When you feel bad, don't talk with anybody about your pain.