看《爱在午夜降临前》有感。
至今我还是不相信，一个人对任何其他人的爱可以超越对自己的，所谓美好的爱情，是我们爱上什么人还是我们爱上和他在一起的日子？
十八年前，赛琳着迷于浪漫的爱情，杰西爱上脸蛋漂亮身材丰满的姑娘；九年前，赛琳爱杰西笔下的女主角，杰西见到自己笔下勾勒的人物鲜活的样子心动不已；如今，赛琳过够了家庭主妇的日子，发现自己更爱自己，杰西习惯了安定美满的生活，想起了未尽的父亲的责任，希望人生更加圆满，期盼妻子妥协自己，离开他曾经以为的 足够美满的 不顾一切来到的城市。
发现了吗？在这个浪漫的爱情故事里，隐藏了很多我们没看到的东西，杰西的妻子非常恨他，杰西的儿子早熟或许过着痛苦迷惑的童年，赛琳疑惑自己是不是做了第三者，杰西担心赛琳伤害到自己的儿子，两人互相戳穿对方出轨……然而，最后午夜降临之前，他们还是说，今天将是一个美妙难忘的夜晚。
这才是爱情，也是生活本身。因为你爱的不是某个人，而是爱这样的生活。
如同餐桌上老太对死去的丈夫的这一段独白：
Well, when I think of Corpileas, what I missed most about him is, the way he used to lie down next to me at night.
当我想起我（死去的）丈夫，我最怀念的就是夜晚他躺在我身边的感觉。
Sometimes his arms would stretch along my chest and I could’t move, I even held my breath. But I felt safe, complete.
有时他的胳膊横在我胸前，使我不能动弹，甚至必须憋住呼吸。但这让我感到安心，完整。
And I miss the way he was whistling walking down the street.
And every time I do something I think of what he would say: well it’s cold today, wear a scarf.
我想念他走在街上吹着口哨的样子。每次我做什么事，我都会想到他说的话：天冷了，戴上围巾。
But lately, I’ve been forgetting little things, it’s sort of fading... And... I’m starting to forget him. And it’s like...like losing him again.
但是最近，我在遗忘那些很小的事，它们渐渐失去颜色……我开始遗忘他了。就好像我又一次失去了他。
So sometimes I made myself remember him every detail of his face, the exact color of his eyes, his lips, his teeth; the texture of his skin, his hair. But it was all gone by the time he went.
所以有时候我努力回忆他脸上的细节，他眼睛的颜色，唇齿的样子，他的皮肤和头发的触感。但他的一切都渐渐溜走了。
And sometimes...not always but sometimes, I can actually see him.
It’s as if a cloud moves away and there he is, I could almost touch him. But then, Doria, well, rushes in and he vanishes again.
但有时，不总是，只是偶尔，我能够清晰的看见他。就好像拨开云雾，他就在那里，我几乎能碰到他。但是很快，现实回到眼前，他再次消失。
Well I did this every morning, when the sun was not too bright outside. The sun, somehow makes him vanish.
Yes he appears, he disappears, like...sunrise, or sunset, or anything so ephemeral.
曾几何时，每天清晨我都能看到他，但不知为何他又消失在阳光下。他出现又消失，就像日出又日落，一切那么短暂。
Just like our life,hmm? We appear, and we disappear, and we are so important to some, but we are just... passing through.
正如我们的生活，我们出现又消失，我们对有些人来说很重要，可我们又只是……擦肩而过。
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