To be methodical

It has been only a few days,  I have been as tired as a dog. I found that everything i had done was disorganized and messy, because I didn't make any plan, outline, or preparation for lessons. When I saw children didn't like to listen to me, I felt super frustrated, and I could also realize that It did not work to cram at the last minute. Nothing is easy. No matter what I am doing, I should put my soul and heart into the thing. Only in this way can I get what I want. When i laughed at the traditional education, I have accidentally  followed the same path.How ridiculous and ironic it is! So please believe that no pains, no gains.If I  want to go to the top of the world, I should prepare everything  for the climbing  process. Every day, every moment, I found  problems with myself, I am not afraid of that, but choose to face it. I know this is the true life.I can stop and have a rest for a while,  but I can't run away from that. So, find shortcomings, correct mistakes, from now on, to be a methodical person. I still want to be the best version of myself, I want to touch my dream.So, come on!