after cry, continue to try
change yourself, will change your life
Coca-Cola had stimulating effect like caffeine
Coca-Cola
Every one of us is like a bottle of Coca-Cola. When shaked by our life, we will feel the pressure. Before the bubbles disappear, if the shake keeps going on and on and on, it will turn to be intolerable, then we try to open it, boom. Ladies and gentlemen, have you ever felt extremely stressful, have you ever thought you will erupt like a volcano one day. I have.
3 years ago, I suffered from depression. I couldn’t fall asleep all night, I couldn’t get interested in anything and I couldn’t believe in myself anymore. Every day, I was very nervous and painful. I could be alive just because I had responsibility for my parents and my little baby. However, nobody knew my situation, I pretended to be fine in front of other people.
Actually, from small to large, I rarely showed my bad mood, I used to hide them in the bottle, and waited for its disappearance. But that time, I couldn’t handle it because shake came one by one.
As a new mom, it’s hard for me to take good care of my son, I tried my best to ask him to eat more and sleep earlier, I failed. I made great efforts to stop him from robing toys and hitting others, I failed. I work hard to teach him don’t cry and scream whenever he’s unhappy, I also failed. He made me always doubt was I a qualified mom?
Live together with my mother in law, it’s difficult to deal with the difference between us. not only in lifestyle but also in thoughts and concept. Especially things related to my son. For example, she often dressed my son a lot, if I changed his clothes, she would be angry, if I didn’t, it’s harmful for my son’s healthy. I was afraid of conflicting with her, so I just endure it in silence.
At home was unhappy, at work was much unhappier. Being an electronic engineer, my job was boring and lack achievability for me. Otherwise, the salary was very unsatisfying. I felt so shameful when I talked about it with my schoolmate. After all, I was so excellent and ambitious when I was a student. I lost my confidence, I even regard myself a total failure.
when we were kids, we fell down, we will look around, if somebody is there, we cry, if not we stand up by ourselves. when we turn to be adults, we fell down, we will also look around, if someone is there, we stand up by ourselves if not, we cry. ladies and gentlemen, do you remember your last crying, when and why. do you remember how long you didn't cry in front of someone.
I can'. I had a shameful nickname crying baby,
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