暧昧

我一直在等12点的时候，给他一个生日的祝福，在QQ上，在手机短信里都行，就算短短的几个字也行，可是最终还是没有。其实我都记不清他的生日是不是今天，没有仔细去记，但是感觉一直留在脑子里的就是今天，希望没有记错……

很多时候，已经不能像从前那样自在，总感觉没什么话可说，可是不管怎样，还是会想起他，无关暧昧与爱情，虽然我把送他的生日礼物从六楼扔下去的感觉，现在都还记得。我想他可能不知道，我其实有一段时间很恨他，恨他什么呢，没把“调戏”我进行到底，很好笑，可是大家都这么说呀，其实我算是很没面子的，其实也无关面子的事，因为想起来，撇去那些点点点，剩下的是一段美好的时光。

我说我要和他去吃饭，总是有人说暧昧，暧昧啊暧昧，哪来那么多的暧昧，于是这顿饭最后没能实现。可能以后也没什么机会见面了，祝他生日快乐~~~

我很喜欢这首Corrinne may 的The birthday song

Don't worry about that extra line

That's creeping up upon you

It's just a part of nature's way to say you've grown a little more

Trees have rings and thicker branches

Kids shoes get a little tighter

Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be

It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be

Happy Birthday, my friend

Here's to all the years we've shared together

All the fun we've had

You're such a blessing

Such a joy in my life

May the good Lord bless you

And may all your drea ms come true

So light a candle on your cake

For every smile you've helped create

For every heart and every soul you've helped to grow

A little more

A few more pounds, a little more grey

Don't count the years, just count the way

It takes a little time to go from water into wine

Don't ever lose the wonder of that child within your eyes

Happy Birthday, my friend

Here's to all the years we've shared together

All the fun we've had

You're such a blessing

Such a joy in my life

May the good Lord bless you

And may all your dreams come true