致2020
——水滴不让，大海乃大。
文：E介俗人
若真要的寻找数个词语来形容这不平凡的一年，我会选择：复杂与简单。
当然，这是对反义词，为我们带来了两种截然不同的表达。此时此刻，当我们再次回望整个2020，世界发生了太多变化。更不用说那俞况加深的分化与鸿沟把这个世界的每个角落都撕得粉碎。富有与贫穷，健康与疾病，高端与低廉。这个世界是如此的复杂，如此的黑白二分。我们再也不能看清楚真相，甚至无法得到明天的太阳。
这个世界需要被治愈。
那我们，还好吗？整个2020年，我听到最多的，莫过于失业，物价上涨；生活的艰难与对各种不顺的抗争。似乎这些就是串联了整年的关键词。我从未意识到会这般的痛苦。
我们亦需要被治愈。
同时，我也经受了需要重大的转变。还好，生理上并无不适，一切健康。但是，我能轻易的触摸到我那焦灼的内心，还有那仅剩的余温。我的心曾是一部调皮的机器，能不用吹灰之力便能觉察内心那甚至是一丝丝的波动。它很冷，但有时又过热，且不知道为什么它会把我逼得更加仇恨“自己”。
我何尝不愿理性思考，做一个清醒的人。
当然有时会变得毫无耐心。每遇不顺或看到别人的成功，总找各路借口，总把事情简单归根于人家优点。这些于我而言，如火辣的脸上更被抽刮。我“成功的”跑进了一条看不到终点的陌路。
想快速走到2020年的终点。
事实上，我们所遇之事，简单而言，只是为了一个目标而已——生存，然后活的更好。2021年会是一个崭新之年。我们仍对这个世界抱有希望，激情与勇气。这个世界终将会把方向转向一个更光明且更少风浪的地方。同时，我亦会在身体上和心理上更加的健全和强大。“焦虑”会伴随着我们一路前行，请不用担心。
在2020年最后的一天，我希望我们都能找到通往更好生活的道路。凡是过往，就让它留在往日。把过往，变成一滴水，融入无边的大海，便能释怀。海之伟大，能含所有与它不同的水滴。海之宽厚，是百岁人生的我们的最终归宿。
期待2021。
TO 2020:
--A small drop could be an ocean.
If I have to find out some words to properly describe this remarkable year, that would be Complex & Simple.
Yes, they are antonyms and convey two exactly opposite meanings. From this moment, when we peer at the whole of 2020, such enormous changes happened in this world. Not to mention the deep split which wedged into the everywhere, poor and rich, healthy and ill, top-notch and cheap, etc. Complex as it is, we can't figure out the truth, even the sunrise of tomorrow.
This world needs to be HEAL.
How about us? From the whole year, what I've heard, that mostly be bound up with unemployment, the surging up of the price, the toughness of life, and the struggle of fighting again anything unpleasure. I just never realize how does it become so painful.
We need to be COMFORT.
I've also endured that dramatic shift. Fortunately, I didn't experience any inappropriate physiologically. However, I can easily touch my heart and feel the remaining temperature. My heart, which was a naughty machine, can detect even one slight fluctuation psychologically. It was cold, furious sometimes, and didn't know why it pushes me to enrage "myself".
I was to struggle to think rationally, not like a sober at all.
Sometimes I became impatient towards me, towards everything. Excuses were made to other's merits but disgrace anything happened to me. I ran into a road which the ending pointing dismissed.
I need the road to the end of 2020.
Actually, what we've encountered, were simple, combined with one goal we're always to zero in-- to survive and then live better. 2021 would be a brand new year, which we still have hope, passion, and encouragement to expect for. The world would turn its wheel steer to a brighter but less wind blowing. And I would be stronger, both in physical and psychological. Anxious as it was, but I would be companied with them easily.
On this last day of 2020, I hope we all have our path to living better. What was happened in 2020, just let it go, make it as a drop and fill into a boundless ocean.
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