太阳，月亮

太阳，月亮

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车子转过山腰时，在灰蒙蒙的天空突然看到一轮火红的太阳，看见太阳的第一眼，我以为我看错了。

下午6点多的天空有些阴郁，没有晚霞，虽有一丝光亮，但我以为太阳一定在乌云背后。我慵懒的望着车窗外，那挂在远山轮廓里的太阳，就像在灰色的天空贴上的一个圆圆的大红的剪纸一样。那样的红，又大，没有光芒，周围的云依然是灰蓝的，没有映射出晚霞，甚至太阳下面的山，仿佛也掩盖在云雾中。好像你把太阳拿走，周围的色彩不会改变一样，太阳就那样的存在着。我使劲揉揉眼睛，确定我没有看错，那不是路边的霓虹灯，不是谁家的窗户，也不是我的幻像，仿佛看到这样的太阳是第一次，完全不是想象中的落日。

印象中碧瑶的日落，常常在天空会映射出美丽的晚霞。日落之美，在于霞的绚烂和多姿。看日落多半也是为了看晚霞吧？然而，今天的太阳，像是舞台上的独角戏，一片漆黑的幕布只有一束追光，我们想要看周围的映衬，当映衬没有的时候，那一束追光就是全部。可是我今天看到的太阳，又怎么能用舞台的追光比喻呢？在苍茫的天宇，在群上之上，太阳就挂在那，稳稳的落下，仿佛又是静止的，那样的大那样的红的太阳我第一次看到。如果不是亲眼所见，没有语言能形容出那种欣喜和震撼，也不是看到太多关于日落的摄影图片时候的体会，第一次觉得太阳如此亲切，温和，美丽。

等我想掏出手机留下她的色彩和身姿的时候，车子已经开远了。路边的建筑物挡住了我的视线，我想也许只能看到这一眼了，没有哪天的日落还像今天一样。看过菲律宾长滩岛的日落，海面的色彩加上变换万千的晚霞，还有帆船点缀在海面，太阳的存在仿佛就减弱了很多。是要看海上日落，但看到了太多其他的景象，日落，就没有期望的美好。今天看到的太阳，就像在茫茫旅途中擦肩而过的一个姑娘，一眼仿佛一世，再回首，她已经消失在人海……

不过才五分钟后，车子绕过又一个山头而豁然开朗，但我已经寻不到太阳的身姿，只留下一个月牙般的红色挂在山头，在我的视线里一点一点消失。此刻我觉得时光如此无情，它不会因为你的希望和期盼而停留，我们也无法追寻他的脚步，你想留住今天的太阳，却只能把它留在记忆里。

今天的落日，让我想起大学时候在河南焦作云台山之旅中看到的月亮。前一天我们住在山里，计划第二天去登山，吃过晚饭，我们四个人一起出去散步，大山里的夜格外安静，漆黑的山路偶尔有车驶过，初秋的深山还是有一丝寒意。我们拍手跺脚地前行，我倒着走了一阵子，在我转过身的一瞬间，看到两座山的中间悬着一轮明月。我惊呆了，我们出门的时候不曾看到月亮，我以为这是一个既没有星星也没有月亮的夜晚。我停住脚步指给同伴看，他们仿佛也被这景象震撼。在两座山的中间，月亮又黄又大，在漆黑的夜里，在没有白云装扮的夜空，在黑色的沉寂中，黄色的月亮静静地镶嵌在夜空。我们欢呼着跑，叫喊，大笑，眼泪都笑出来了，它依然在那里，看着我们。我们走它也走，我们停它也停。我们索性就躺在路边的草地上，静静地看着天空的月亮，黄色的月亮。这黄色像柴鸡蛋的蛋黄一样浓烈，这样的黄色的月亮，这样大的月亮也是我在城市的上空不曾看见的。十几年过去了，我确信那晚看到的月亮，是我这三十多年来看到的最美的月亮。

像是今天看到的太阳一样，也是我未曾看到的。也许只有美丽的碧瑶才有这样的落日，也许只有今天这样天时地利，才有这样与众不同的落日。我想明天，即使同一时间同一地点，也不能看到今天的太阳了，就像你回到与人擦肩而过的马路中间，那个身影，不会再向你走来。感谢生命中美好的瞬间，即使老去，我们的人生也因为有美丽的回忆而精彩。

去行走吧，去体味吧，如果你还有梦想，就和我一起踏着月光，迎着朝阳，出发！

2015.2.23夜

The sun, the moon

When the car is turning round the hillside, suddenly I see a round red sun at the gray sky, seeing the sun at first glance, I think I am wrong.

At 6 o’clock in the afternoon, the sky are gloomy, no sunset, although there is a ray of light, I think the sun will be behind the clouds. My lazy looking out of the window, that hung in the outline of the mountains in the sun, like in a gray sky is stuck on a round red paper-cut. Like red, large, no light, around the cloud is still gray, not reflect the sunset, even below the sun mountain, seemed to cover up in the clouds. As if you take away the sun, the color won't change, and the sun is there. I energetically rubbed its eyes, I am not wrong, that not a roadside neon lights, no one window nor my phantom, as if I see that sun is the first time, and that’s not at all in the imagination of the sunset.

The impression of Baguio sunset, often in the sky will reflect the beautiful sunset. The beauty of the sunset is the beauty and variety of the rosy clouds. The sunset is mostly in order to see the sunset? However, today, the sun, like the stage monologue, silhouetted against a dark curtain only a beam of light, we want to look around, when not silhouetted, that bunch of spotlight is all. But today I see the sun, how can an analogy with the stage of the spotlight? In the vast sky, on which the group, the sun hung in there, firmly down as though he were still, as big as the red sun I see first time. If I do not personally see it, no language can describe that kind of joy and shock, also not see too much about sunset photography experience, for the first time I feel the sun was so kind, gentle and beautiful.

So I want to leave her mobile phone out of color and figure, the car has gone. The buildings in the street were in my way, I thought, and I could only see that, and there was no sunset as it was today. Watched the sunset Boracay, Philippines, the color of the sea and transform of the thousands of sunset, and sailboat dotted on the sea, sun seemed to have decreased a lot. Is to watch the sunset, but to see too many of the other scenes, the sunset, there is no hope for the good. Today I see the sun, like in the vast journey of a girl, a glance as if the world, and then back, she has disappeared in the human sea......

But only five minutes later, the car around a hill and suddenly see the light, but I have to find the sun's posture, leaving only a red crescent hanging in the top of the hill, in my line of sight a vanishing point. At the moment I feel that time is so ruthless, it won't stay because of your hopes and expectations, we can not follow in his footsteps. Do you want to keep the sun today, but only put it in the memory.

The setting sun today, it reminds me of the moon when I was in Jiaozuo, Yuntai Mountain, when I was in Henan.. One day before we lived in the mountains, plans to go climbing on the mountain the second day, after dinner, four of us go out for a walk, in the mountain at night, it is extraordinarily quiet, there are occasional drove in the dark mountains, early autumn in the mountains or a chill in the air. We are clapping and stamping our feet to move forward, I pour to walk for a while, in a moment I turned around, I see a moon hanging in the middle of the two hills. I was stunned when we went out to see the moon, I thought it was a night without the stars and the moon. I stopped to show my companions that they were shocked by the scene.. In the middle of the two mountains, the moon is yellow and big, in the dark of night, in the absence of dress, white clouds at night, in the silence of the black, the yellow moon quietly mosaic in the night sky. We were cheering, shouting, laughing, laughing with tears, it was still there, watching us. We walk it and we stop and it stops. We simply lay on the grass, quietly looking at the moon, the yellow moon. This yellow brown egg yolk as strong as the yellow moon, so big moon is also I was not seen in the city of the city. Ten years later, I am sure that night to see the moon, is my most beautiful moon over the last thirty years.

Like the sun that is seen today, and I have never seen it. Perhaps only the beauty of Baguio is such a sunset, perhaps only this day there is this kind of fine geography with the opportunity today, this unusual sunset. I think tomorrow, even if the same place, the same time, we can not see today's sun either, like you back to the middle of the road with people, the figure, will not come to you. Thank the life of a beautiful moment , , even if we become old, our life is also excellent because of the beautiful memories and wonderful experience!

To walk, to appreciate it, if you have a dream, let me follow the moonlight, facing the sun, starting!

2015.2.23 night

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