I missed him

It’s been five days since he deleted me. I won’t call that a break up,as for we didn’t say that word to each other,but yes,the sad truth is that we did break up.

I missed him, I admitted,not very strong, but always expect for turning back of him,even I know that is impossible.

I think I still love him,and I knew he didn’t even love me back. Although he’s the one who spoke love first and almost said it to me everytime. I always wondering how he sleep at night and eat at day,since I know he got insomnia and can’t be cured, just can sleep 2-3 hours for one night,and he always drinking coffee but barely eating for breakfast , and that’s not good for health.Yeah,I truly cared about him, maybe it doesn’t matter to him.

So I must accept the fact and get over him quickly , I know it takes time,I may cry sometimes because of this, but I think I’ll get better soon.

Maybe it’s my destiny that I need to been through all kinds of screwed guys then meet my Mr. Right, but I hope that day coming soon.