我是谁？

你身边的人是如何评价你的？

我是谁？

这个话题让我想到当初要申请博士时，让好友给我写的英文评价。一位是共处四年的大学舍友，一位是大学四年一起经历各种风雨的大学好友，具体内容如下。

(1) She is a very self-motivated girl.She always has a clear aim，then works hard and perseveres in the pursuit of her own dream. As her roommate，I still remember that she gets up at five o'clock every day in order to practice her pronunciation.Because of her willpower，she got excellent results in many English speech competition.At that time，I thought she was a little crazy，but now I admire her deeply.So at this level she is mature，independent and brave.However，she is also childish to some degree.

用中文来说: 学习上勤奋努力肯拼，成就让人羡慕;生活上偶尔冲动幼稚，明显有点小智障。

(2) Ivy is my best friend, though it's been quite a while since I met her the last time. If I have to describe her in several words, it would be dilegent, quick-minded, ambitious and compationate. They seem contradictary with each other, yet they do remind me of what she is in my memery. I have never met such a girl who is so quick in action, but cool in peace; ambitious in goals, but modest in dream. Whenever I think of her, a compulse of quick action and undaunted ambition will come showering as if I am still around her, listening to her overwhelming speech. I do miss her now. How are you, Ivy?

用中文来说: 雷厉风行，心静如水;雄心壮志，谦虚以求;才思敏捷，无所畏惧;侃侃而谈，无人能及。

他们眼中的我，是我。但也只是一部分的我。另外，随着时间的变化，人也会发生变化。生活中的小智障，经过几次刻骨铭心的惨痛教训已然收敛，学习中的锋芒，在工作领域里相对锋芒收敛，大部分才能不为人知。曾经的梦想和野心勃勃，也在岁月的洗礼中，变得平和也怯弱。这样的自己是否该喜还是该忧？

我是谁？

曾经写过自己的一段话，不知道还有几分真？

那是我呀，有什么法子？

穿梭倾盆之中，

去看雨后的彩虹

独身他乡之地

去读未知的明天

简单执着热忱的天真

对人，对灵，对自然，对艺术

难解的神秘

傻气的虔诚

快乐起来翅膀可以碰到天

忧伤起来，悲戚深的得没有底

那是最真的我呀，

又有什么法子？