Find Myself

I am the youngest child in my family. I was used to give my own affairs to my parents from my childhood. This lasted till a challenging event occurring in my family. It was near my university graduation. Depression, fear, and the pressure of making money occupied me. I was starting to grow up.

My major is computer science and technology. I haven’t had a computer of my own until the last year of my undergraduate. But I used it to play games and watch movies most time instead of studying and practicing programming. I haven’t realized for many years how charming technology is. I got my first job. It was a foreign trade post. The colleagues in the department were almost all the girls. There was only one male. Three women can make for a drama. There were many dark contradictions between the girls. I didn’t like the atmosphere in the office. I couldn’t find my way.

I started another journey of finding a job after a few months. I was lost. I was not clear what I could do. Obviously it was easy to find a technical position for my computer background. I became a software engineer. The environment of engineers was simple. The engineers self were simple too. There were not that many infightings in the office. I made the best friends in my work this time. Our group had lunch together each working day. We took care of each other closely. A coin has two sides. Simpleness is good for office relationships, but not in society. Two years later I still held a special low salary and lacked the consciousness of requiring a higher salary. Due to increasing living cost I left the company.

Centennial companies are not common. Luckily I joined one of them. It’s very famous about its technology and the successful management strategies. All of my team colleagues are geniuses. They are very smart and polite. I felt warmly in the company. I think I find the family. I had deep pressure too because of the outstanding team members. I know the first time where I should go.

Spring comes year by year. I’m getting old. I’ve been in my middle age now. After the years’ accumulation I have my own visions about the technology, management and sales. I have a lot of friends too. I resigned my position two weeks ago, exploring my own business. I know this is not easy. However I also know I have the courage to forward，no matter what awaits me ahead.