缄默

昨天给自己放了一个假，什么事都不做，只是休息。然而自己却上网上了一天。结果是越来越心累，根本没有放松到自己。原来放松也是需要认真的。

叹。梦里只有我一个人，连梦都是孤独的。

Peter I really miss you.

No matter what you are I am deeply missing you. Everytime I breathe or when I feel alone which is always I am I am thinking about you. Why can't I just even send you a msg? One, I'm to shamed. Because I said those bad words at the swimming pool I tried to annoy you. Two, as you said I should not talk to anyone on the Internet including you. I accepted that. So I've been trying so hard not to get in touch with you. I checked Instagram even you account isn't open to the public so I can see nothing. Iａｍ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｍｉｓｓｉｎｇ　ｙｏｕ．　Ｔｈａｔ＇ｓｉｔ．