当我真正开始爱自己

As I began to love myself.

I found that anguish  and emotional 

suffering are  only warning signs that 

I was living against my own truth.

Today I know this is authenticity.

As I began to love myself.

I understood how much it can offend

somebody as I try to force my 

desires on this person 

Even though i knew the time was not right,

and the person was not ready for it.

and even though this person was me .

Today I  call it respect.

As I began to love myself.

I stopped craving for a different life.

And i could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.

Today I call it maturity.

As I began to love myself.

I understood that at any circumstance ,

I am in the right place,

at the right time.

And everything happens at the  exactly right moment ,

so I could be calm.

Today I  call it self-confidence.

As I began to love myself.

I quit  stealing my own time and I stopped designing huge projects for the future.

Today I only do what brings me joy and happiness,things I love to do .

And that make my heart cheer,and I do them in my own way and in my own rhythm.

Today I call it simplicity.

As I began to love myself.

I freed myself of anything that is no good for my health food,people.things,situations.

And everything that drew me down and away from myself.

At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.

Today I know it is love of oneself.

As I began to love myself.

I quit trying to always be right,and ever since I was wrong less of the time .

Today I  discovered that is modesty.

As I began to love myself.

I refused to go on living in the past and worry about the future.

Now ,I only live for the moment,where everything is happening.

Today I live each day,

day by day,

and i call it fulfillment.

As I began to love myself.

I recognized that my mind can disturb me and it can make me sick.

But as I connected it to my heart,my mind became a valuable ally.

Today I call this connection wisdom of the heart.

We  no longer need to fear arguments confrontations or any kind of problems with ourselves or others.

Even stars collide,and out of their crashing new worlds and born.

Today I know that is life.