Restart to learn English

对英语的感情很复杂，总是忽上忽下的，一段时间疯狂沉迷，又会突然失去兴趣，我不知道这次能坚持多久，但是我想说的是我想一直说下去。我想做一个让自己感到满意的人，一个会为自己骄傲的人。但是我遇到一些小困难比如在宿舍不方便读英语，室外练习的话又会有一些社恐，真的很纠结，但是总会有办法的。

我想远离那些对我并没有那么重视的人，离开舒适圈，离开把“烦死了”挂在嘴边的人。

I am complicated of emotion about passion for English,Suddenly I was addicted but maybe two months later I get the reverse,I don't know how long do I insist ,but I still wanna keep speaking it with no stop.I gonna be a person who is satisfied with myself and be prided of this.

But I meet a little problems that It is not convenient to practice at roommate.Outside all the same.

I wanna stay away from those who treat me like trash.