English

I try to write a essay in English.It is a challenge for me to make a conclusion for my irregular life.As for my present learning state,I feel that it's a difficult thing to insure I'm the way.There are a lot of messages to write down.But I  had to face the fact:I almost lost my normal ability to communicate with others.It bothers me once again.Sometimes I fall all my heart learning how to deal with the relations between one person and another.In fact,I felt heart-broken because of the terrible English.But I couldn't give up.Just like what I said several days ago,no pains,no gains. Isn't it?