Bye bye, father

Daddy you ready to leave?

Would you come back sometimes and watch me

Please try your best to let me know that you are back and watching me

I will be happy that you miss me time to time

I am fine with such a big troubled mess loving family

I am happy to have you as my parents and grandparents

There are nothing to complain about

Cause even you left, everybody stays the same

Not a little closer

Daddy you ready to leave?

You can’t stay there for me forever

You’ll have your life to take care

I knew it

Daddy you were with me for the past 1.5 years

You were by my side

You are leaving me gently

You don’t want to cry your own daughter

She is your best princess on earth

People describes you the best silent father on earth

But that doesn’t matter to me

I know you suffered and sacrificed

But that doesn’t matter to me

We know that I owned your benefits and never returned

That also doesn’t matter to us

Everything you shared and lived is equal

I love you is the key words

When you leave you makes everything light as feather

So that doesn’t matter to us

So that is equal and never fails

Now you are ready to leave

Please watch me often when you need

I am still living

In this world you once bear

In this world you ever laught

Bye bye Daddy

Have a nice dream

(补充：又到了一年十一，离开家以后，每年的长假都变成了候鸟归家的日子，而父亲过世后，每年长假，我都成了玄鸟，祭悼父亲，探望医院的奶奶，和学会与鲜少同居的妈妈学习过日子。还有，那个从小长大的家，已经成了难以回去的回忆。）

Bye bye, father