Stop looking for me, my love

Stop looking for me, my love

I started to think why we keep hurting each other so much. He said I will never hurt you, I believed, and then turned out, he is the one hurt me most. He said he felt awful about all of promises he said but couldn’t work them out. He said sorry.

And then I cried, I am so confused, you supposed to love someone, at last, you just hurt yourself and your lover. You didn’t meant to do this, me too. We just did for no reasons to hurt each other.

What’s the point to love someone. It’s come so fast and strong, but also leave so soon. But we still holding a believe to keep finding, every time you think you find one special, i guessed it simply was hormones.

I am feeling sad, everyone comes from sweet and believe, becoming a cruel-cold heart nature in times. They said it shows you grow up , what is the point when you need to grow up like this. It’s not grow up , it’s your way to go down.

I want love and I am so afraid of it.

Terribly afraid.