Night time always seems not enough to get things done! Last night, we ate hand made wonton, which was supposed to be fast dinner. Then I collected the dry clothes hung outside the window. Afterwards, exercise for 30 minutes. Afterwards, i checked homework for an hour. It was a tedious job to check homework in Xiaoguanjia on phone. Staring at a little screen for a long time was really painful. Afterwards, received a phone call from a colleague about an exchange program and my task was to finish a speech draft for 5 minutes before Nov. 25th.
This afternoon, I woke up felt panicked and my heart was uncomfortable. I wondered why I was so restless. The reason I found was I postponed too many things that were supposed to be done but I was reluctant to begin. Yes, I procrastinate seriously that I panicked at the end of a day. I was not willing to get out of my bed, but when I come to my senses, I got up, washed my hair and did all the things in 20 seconds.
Working from home gives me an illusion that work becomes easier. This wrong understanding gives me a lot of negativity: I postpone things all the time, which brings me anxiety in the end.
This post is a reminder for myself to distinguish working mode from home mode. Working from home does not mean to slack. Einstein said: get busy living or get busy dying. Let life be busy and fulfilling.
“Sing like no one’s listening, love like you’ve never been hurt, dance like nobody’s watching, and live like it’s heaven on earth.”
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