Good teachers impact a lot!好老师影

Good teachers impact a lot!好老师影响深远！

自我觉察：说对的话，而不是真实表达自我。

不再做别人眼中的“好女孩”。

结婚20年，伴侣还回因为有趣和你想和你交流，这是不是有点荒谬？至少感觉很意外！

Yesterday was a good day to me. I said this because I felt the inner part and I spoke from deep part of myself.

I started learning English for myself yesterday and luckily enough met a experienced and open-mindedness teacher. All the other adult students were so motivated by their own tasks. Thanks God for the encountering.

When teacher Alex asked us what’s the motivation for learning English after class, I had some judgement when hearing narrowing the generational gap.

And suddenly I felt my judgements and eagerness to say something right and good instead of real. I never notice this before and was so surprised about it. Be a “good girl” in others eyes was all my purpose from young age and I have got used to it year in and year out. I realize from that moment I was not intended to be a “ good girl” any more. Yes! live for myself not for others, not parents, teachers, kids, husband. Is that egotism or selfish? I think that is self-valued.

Another interesting thing was the chatting with Alan last night. I asked him to chat with me “for kids.” I said after 20 years of marriage no couples would have wanted to chat with each other if not concerning the needs of the kids. To my surprise Alan said he would have talked to me not for kids but the interesting on my talking way. That’s so surprising and exciting for me, I just feel a little absurd about it.

And I dreamed about my favorite teacher Miss Zhangxiaoxia last night. She decided to teach our class only because of loving me in the dream. The dream remind me how she was loving me at junior school and she always talked to me when she saw me. I felt so peaceful when I woke up on all pieces of dreams and memories.

Good teachers impact me  a lot.