年底独白

又是一年。

时光匆匆，2018已是昨天，不再拥有。

首先感恩所有的过往，和生命中出现的人。

有数不清的遗憾，屈指可数的进展，所有不能挽回的，就让这些所有在今晚翻篇，全部归零。

Why we just cannot drop it that all we cannot withdrawal it??

Once got time wasted, people get ashamed and pity, that’s what we usually do. With forgetting moving forward.

All past became history, as well as the person. Especially what you have firmly believed. Stupid ones want to went back and saved. What we know that is ridiculous.

I don’t really like normal people. They got confused about the future, complaining about everything all the time. That’s why become normal.

Some people would like to say, what’s the matter with being normal?

Someone usually does when they never be homeless and helpless. Actually they are always being in the safety zone, warm and don’t have to think much.

But if as individual who wants to be extremely excellent and Extraordinarily amazing, it’s never ever to have a even a chance to achieve it.

Lots of rebellion in our mind acting rejection and laziness, which are  obstacles prevent us from being successful.

Peaceful life doesn’t mean normal life.

So we can do is that plant a seed in our heart, since we cannot control the sunshine and rain, we do what we can do with persistence and faith.

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daily dairy as follows:

今天又开了两百公里来到黄骅，抱有一丝希望，能跟国外客户汇报下进展，直到等我到了他们车间，才把我的模具给上到机床上，要是不过来只靠电话沟通，恐怕模具厂的老板还要跟我一天有一天的拖延。模具厂的老板自己写的条，上边写着12月7号付款，22号做好模具，拖着拖着就一个月进去了，我已经不知跟客户怎么解释了，不过幸运的是，法国的客户确实不像我这样急脾气，我跟人特别客气诚恳的说明理由，人家也算是通情达理。

French gentleman 🤨 Rubber tyre mold

这两百多公里光油费就得500，晚上在黄骅模具厂附近找了一宾馆住下，眼睛疼得厉害，希望明天再有一上午，能把模具做好，我再开车拉回县城姨夫家里，准备做样品。模具一次成型做好，做完样品没问题还好，要是还需要修改调整模具，估计又是多少时间搭进去。

有时候不知多无助，有时候不知多自信，有时候不知多自卑，有时候不知多优秀。

总结一句：他妈的还是宝马好开。

年底独白