小矫情

今天有很多事无法停止思考，有很多话我却忍着不说。心里揣着事的时候，很难掩饰住。

为了不让自己思考，我下午和妈咪出去走了走。然而，好像没什么用。

我为什么会这样呢？孤独太久的遗憾，期待与渴望，幻想，对自己的不满意。这些情绪让我有一种新奇的体验。人的情绪是真的很复杂，所以当一个人做出一个选择的时候，背后的情绪也是值得探讨的。

今天的我，属于是沉浸在了脑海里，一整天都像梦一样的幻想着what if的童话。诚然，what if feel so sweet，but l also have to face it.These things will never be true. As time goes by,life moving faster and faster.But today these thought make me feel interesting and warm,that's enough,isn't it?tomorrow will be normal day,and today l' ll regard as  a holiday of the vacation.

For me is hard to get a chance  make me mood swings,normal me is a cold person.Thank you ,  l feel something special，hopeful you can get happiness.Really feel sorry for you.