There Is A Boy Living  in My Hea

There Is A Boy Living  in My Heart

  When I was a boy, I loved playing games, which brought me much joy.

  When I was a boy, I was dying for a pure love.

  However, when I was playing games, my mother criticized me for I didn’t do homework. Sometimes I received a beating from her for not learning well. So when mother was home, there was no game-playing boy on my body. I locked him in my deep heart until I left my mother for learning alone later. I played games most of my time, there was a boy then.

  Not until I met my ex-girlfriend, I was a game-playing boy. After falling love with her, the game-playing boy had not gone, but another boy came. I called him, a loving-boy, a boy who was in love. At this time, I was a poor student who had nothing, neither the appearance nor the inner world. I was so delighted that I received a pure love. I thought I would give everything to her. Thinking it, a boy without anything, how he could fulfil his commitments. It seemed the tragic end has been decided.

  This is the fact, after nearly five-year love-running, she broke with me because of a better choice. I cried in that winter, I tried to save it, but in vain.

  There was two choices for me, living in the depression or cheer up. I decided the latter, and the result was good. I took part in many outdoor activities, I overthrew the traditional thoughts, I met all kinds of people, I kept fit with exercises. I changed, from a boy to a man with smile but less innocent.

  There is still a boy, but he will live in my heart forever, nobody will hurt him.